EXIT THE STREET
"ay how much you charge?" i smile at that question. what he just asked can either turn out to be good or bad.me, i play it safe. i let my girl jamie take this one. she is a newbie here. i've been prostituting since i was 14, so i know my way around here i know who is a cop who is not. i know when there are virgins, they act more nevous and shaky and talk a little to much, but the thing i love about them is there sweet talkers and give you more money. the people who been here many of time, are rude as hell and bargin to much. thank god my shift is almost over, it ends at 4:00 am. i know late but i need money so i can leave this place. im so sick of the streets in brooklyn, new york. i need a normal life and so does my daughter i made a good 900$ today. When i leave i have to pick up my daughter aniiya from my candice house.as i was driving home with aniiah sleep in the back i was thinking bout yesterday when i took a jog and saw other mothers with their kids and thought to myself i want aniiya to live a life like that. i want to be happy with no worrys of being killed everyday, because men are crazy out here.
chapter 2
"MOMMY!", aniiya just had to wake me up "yes baby?" knowing i wanted to tell her i was sleep. aniiya is 4 but has the mind of a 10 year old. i knew she was hungry i hardly ever have food in this nasty ass studio we always go out. As im getting ready i ask her if she wants to the subway or the car. knowing anniya i knew she was going to choose the stupid subway. while we were walking down to the subway i asked her what she wanted to eat. "PANAHCAKES" she always adds a "ah" sound after pan. "okay hunny". i was gonna take to one of these diners around here. When we were walking down the street this sort of short, stubby man almost bumped into aniiya. i don't know what it was but some sort of anger rushed through my body and i almost turned half crazy for a second."YOU NEED TO WATCH WHERE THE HELL YOU WALKING!" the man kept waking and sort of turned around and flicked me off. BOY was he lucky i was in front of my daughter or i would probably have killed him. But i cant go to jail nor get caught doing prostitution around here. Thats why you have be street smart around here and thank god once again i am. when we were almost in front of the diner aniiya kind of got to excited and rushed to the door and almost ran inside. it scares me when she does stuff like that."aniiya dont do that!" i look down at her. when we got inside i got us a booth and ordered us some food. as i was watching her eat i started to daydream about having a big back yard with a little park for aniiya to play inside of."momma we get brownies?" as bad as i wanted to say no, i say yes. "i love you mommy." ... that almost brought tears to my eyes after what i was just thinking about. "i love you to baby.". After she finishing her brownie... i saw this fine ass man walk in the diner. he had a nice style to him. he these dark shaded blue jeans with a white v-neck on with this nice leather jacket on, not the biker type of leather either. i wasn't looking ugly either since i got ready i had my true religion jeans on with my nice fitted white shirt with my cute little spring jacket on. he saw me looking at him and he gave me a little look that showed he was trying to get with me too. But i cant do it i have to many priorities going on right now, i don't need no man to add on to my priorities. i haven't had a man for a good 3 years and I'm almost 23, but me being in the business I'm in kind of hurt me with trusting men and hurt me with trying to start a relationship. i know i am beautiful mixed woman with long black hair with a coca-cola body. but my body to me, is just for money right now sorry to say. We left the diner. i decided to hold her the whole way home, because if another man were to almost bumped into her I'm not gonna go half way crazy I'm going to go all the way crazy.
not finsished
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Thursday, December 17, 2009
THE ROOTS LYRICS
Send "What They Do" Ringtone to your Cell
"What They Do"
(feat. Raphael Saadiq)
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
[Verse One]
Yo, yo
Lost generation, fast paced nation
World population confront they frustration
The principles of true hip-hop have been forsaken
It's all contractual and about money makin
Pretend-to-be cats don't seem to know they limitation
Exact replication and false representation
You wanna be a man, then stand your own
To MC requires skills, I demand some shown
I let the frauds keep frontin
And roam like a celluar phone far from home
Givin crowds what they wantin
Offical hip-hop consumption, the 5th thumpin
Keepin ya party jumpin with an original somethin
Yo, I dedicate this to the one dimension-al
No imagination, excuse for perpetration
My man came over and said, "Yo we thought we heard you"
Joke's on you; you heard a bitin-ass crew but um..
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
[Verse Two]
Thin is the line that run between love and hatred
The game is ill-natured, it's nothing sacred
Aiyyo, it's funny when I see some rap niggaz due to make it
A few'll blow up, or go as far as they can take it
My nine to five, is just to hit ya get the party live
I'm Black Thought, used to rap for sport
Now the rhymes sayin rent payin life support
I take it very serious-ly, within this in-dustry
It's various crews that try to touch me
But I come with the beautiful things, and I bless the track plushly
Around the world crowds love me, from doin tours
Recepient of applause from all of you and yours
Creator of original sounds to send to stores
you take home, to absorb and sweat it out your pores
Now who can stop the music runnin through these veins
Infinitely go against the grain, that's why my motto's to..
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
[Verse Three]
Livin the life of limos and lights
Airplanes and trains, short days and long nights
Keyboards and mics, bass chords and drum kicks
And my mental thick to hit my head like brick
As I embark on a mission welcomin to the dark
When I first spark the arts, when the listenin start
Open your head wide, and let the Thought inside
My style fortified by all of Philadel-phi
I've dealt more stealth than all the wicked weal-thy
Mentality undetectable by the naked eye
Then I get paid when the record is played
To put it short "I want it made" like Ed, nuff said
Then after that, I'm puttin on my cousin Hamed
We let the ladies blend with the darkskin thoroughbred
and discover, my level is that of no other
And Roots crew reign offical and true while I'm continuin to..
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Send "What They Do" Ringtone to your Cell
"What They Do"
(feat. Raphael Saadiq)
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
[Verse One]
Yo, yo
Lost generation, fast paced nation
World population confront they frustration
The principles of true hip-hop have been forsaken
It's all contractual and about money makin
Pretend-to-be cats don't seem to know they limitation
Exact replication and false representation
You wanna be a man, then stand your own
To MC requires skills, I demand some shown
I let the frauds keep frontin
And roam like a celluar phone far from home
Givin crowds what they wantin
Offical hip-hop consumption, the 5th thumpin
Keepin ya party jumpin with an original somethin
Yo, I dedicate this to the one dimension-al
No imagination, excuse for perpetration
My man came over and said, "Yo we thought we heard you"
Joke's on you; you heard a bitin-ass crew but um..
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
[Verse Two]
Thin is the line that run between love and hatred
The game is ill-natured, it's nothing sacred
Aiyyo, it's funny when I see some rap niggaz due to make it
A few'll blow up, or go as far as they can take it
My nine to five, is just to hit ya get the party live
I'm Black Thought, used to rap for sport
Now the rhymes sayin rent payin life support
I take it very serious-ly, within this in-dustry
It's various crews that try to touch me
But I come with the beautiful things, and I bless the track plushly
Around the world crowds love me, from doin tours
Recepient of applause from all of you and yours
Creator of original sounds to send to stores
you take home, to absorb and sweat it out your pores
Now who can stop the music runnin through these veins
Infinitely go against the grain, that's why my motto's to..
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
[Verse Three]
Livin the life of limos and lights
Airplanes and trains, short days and long nights
Keyboards and mics, bass chords and drum kicks
And my mental thick to hit my head like brick
As I embark on a mission welcomin to the dark
When I first spark the arts, when the listenin start
Open your head wide, and let the Thought inside
My style fortified by all of Philadel-phi
I've dealt more stealth than all the wicked weal-thy
Mentality undetectable by the naked eye
Then I get paid when the record is played
To put it short "I want it made" like Ed, nuff said
Then after that, I'm puttin on my cousin Hamed
We let the ladies blend with the darkskin thoroughbred
and discover, my level is that of no other
And Roots crew reign offical and true while I'm continuin to..
[Chorus: Raphael Saadiq]
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Never do....what they do, what they do, what they do...
Thursday, December 10, 2009
A time my world changed v2
That boy has me!!!
I went through many to realize.
What is this..? should I say it because he did?
I use to say it without even knowing
but I came across one with knowing.
Is this really that four letter word?
I use to compare love … to my past lust… never knowing..
How love really felt.
Until I came across one.
One I can argue with and completely forget what I’m arguing for.
One who has the best comfort. One who I can be mad at… but by one touch be the happiest woman In the world.… one who can change my madness into calmness
When I’m feeling down… nothing but you…knows a way to uplift me.
his words of wisdom actually help and don't sound like your parents annoying you.
Until now, do I know what love means.
What it means to say “I love you”
Only towards him I feel proud of saying this.
Only to him do I have no doubts for saying that.
but not saying i dont have those days when i get tired of arguing with him.
in the end it makes our relaionship 2 times better.
The past was nonsense…
The now is realization…
The true feeling…
The real meaning…
Of a real true love…
I went through many to realize.
What is this..? should I say it because he did?
I use to say it without even knowing
but I came across one with knowing.
Is this really that four letter word?
I use to compare love … to my past lust… never knowing..
How love really felt.
Until I came across one.
One I can argue with and completely forget what I’m arguing for.
One who has the best comfort. One who I can be mad at… but by one touch be the happiest woman In the world.… one who can change my madness into calmness
When I’m feeling down… nothing but you…knows a way to uplift me.
his words of wisdom actually help and don't sound like your parents annoying you.
Until now, do I know what love means.
What it means to say “I love you”
Only towards him I feel proud of saying this.
Only to him do I have no doubts for saying that.
but not saying i dont have those days when i get tired of arguing with him.
in the end it makes our relaionship 2 times better.
The past was nonsense…
The now is realization…
The true feeling…
The real meaning…
Of a real true love…
Monday, November 23, 2009
"His name is unknown" - 10 minute play
Sherry
[Sherry is laying in her bed writing in her journal]
- Dear diary I took another jog in the park and saw him... him who's name is still unknown. I think im going to take another jog and if I see him again, i am going to at least try and talk to him.
Good Night Diary.
- Dear diary I took another jog in the park and saw him... him who's name is still unknown. I think im going to take another jog and if I see him again, i am going to at least try and talk to him.
Good Night Diary.
[DING.....DING.....DING(the alarm goes off)]
Carry
- AY!! sis wake up! Before your late again.
Sherry
- [rubbing her eyes and stretching] I'm up.
[ as sherry is trying to go back to bed, her sister jumps on her]
[ as sherry is trying to go back to bed, her sister jumps on her]
Carry
- NOPE! Wake up. OH! and we got to pay the bill today.
Sherry
- Okay. we will later today. JUST GET OFF ME!
[ as Sherry is talking to carry through the bathroom door carry is sitting on the bed listening.]
[ as Sherry is talking to carry through the bathroom door carry is sitting on the bed listening.]
Sherry
- sooo i saw him again today while i was jogging.
Carry
- ugh! not "him" again. He probably has a wife or something.
Sherry
[sticks her head out the bathroom door giving carry a evil look]
- No, he wasn't wearing any ring.
- No, he wasn't wearing any ring.
Carry
umm. maybe because he was jogging.
Sherry
- Stop trying to make excuses for me not to talk to him.
Carry
- [looks shocked at what sherry said]TRUST ME ! i want you to get a man! I just dont want you to make a fool of yourself trying to hit on him... Actually how are you gonna hit on him?
Sherry
[screaming through the bathroom door to make sure her sister hears her]
- Well.... I was going to stop him and say hi.
- Well.... I was going to stop him and say hi.
Carry
WOW! sometimes i think your not my sister.
Sherry
- Shut up! well than ms. I know how to get a whole bunch of men but cant seem to keep one of them, you tell me what i should do.
Carry
- Very funny sherry, But dont just stop him while he is running and say hi. Try bumping into him or..[increases her voice] find someway to get infront of him while running and drop something. He should try and stop you to give it back, then start a conversation.
[ sherry comes out the bathroom putting her hair up in a ponytail]
[ sherry comes out the bathroom putting her hair up in a ponytail]
Sherry
- okay. you know what ? you are pretty descent with helping me out. I will try your idea and if it dont work im going back to my idea.
Carry
- It should work. c'mon! lets go!
Sherry
- okay let me grab my purse[leaves the bedroom]
[END SCENE]
[Sherry returns from work in a rush to get ready so she can go for jog]
Sherry
[runs into her bedroom, while running trying to unbutton her shirt and check the time]
[talking to herself in a rush]
Sherry
[runs into her bedroom, while running trying to unbutton her shirt and check the time]
[talking to herself in a rush]
- Where the hell are my jogging pants!
[checks the time one more time]
- okay three minutes
[she goes in the bathroom and on a little make-up and puckers her lips while putting on chap stick and tries to make her cleavage show a little more than usual]
- oh!... what should i..... what should i drop?... A LIGHTER... no ! he is going to think i smoke.
[while looking around she is turning in circles and doesnt realize it and stops and looks in the cupboard and her eyes get wide]
- A face rag!
[grabs the face rag and runs out the door.. a couple seconds later .. she runs back in the door and grabs her shoes]
[END SCENE]
[Sherry is sitting on the bench waiting for the man she likes to arrive]
[END SCENE]
[Sherry is sitting on the bench waiting for the man she likes to arrive]
- [whispers] c'mon [looking at her watch]
[When she looks up from her watch she see's him running towards her she hurries up and gets up and starts running and after 20 second, she pulls the rag rom her hip and drops it and continues to run]
Cameron
Cameron
- Umm.. excuse me miss!![ trying to catch up to sherry.. taps her shoulder] .. you droped your rag.
Sherry
Ohhhh... [flirtatious laugh] why thank you so much.
Cameron
[Talks in his mind... while looking her up and down licking his lips]
[Talks in his mind... while looking her up and down licking his lips]
- o my goodness !!she is so beautiful... she looks very intelligent too... i have to get to know her.
[cameron shakes his head as if he came back to reality]
[cameron shakes his head as if he came back to reality]
Sherry
- so are from around this part of town?
cameron
- yea i live right in the apartment near lexiton ave. and pines ave.
Sherry
- [she screams excited] are you serious!{coughs to lower her voice] your serious?
Cameron
- yea?[looking confused to why she is excited] why?
Sherry
-[ tries to sound cool and calm] ohh just because , i live in those apartments too. what is your name?
Cameron
-Oh my goodness! and i never saw you? this is crazy.My name is Cameron How about you?[he thinks to himself, should he ask her out on a date?]
Sherry
- my name is sherry.... i know nothing big.
Cameron
- no your name is beautiful and it suits you. well...... since we live so close.. how would you like to out to eat sometime?
Sherry
- [thinking to herself.... okayy he just really ask me out. I thought i was going to have to do that]
umm... yea i would love to. where at and when?
umm... yea i would love to. where at and when?
Cameron
- well i was thinking tomorrow since it is saturday and around 7pm if that is alright with you?
Sherry
- yea that is alright . i would love to..
Cameron
- Okay good! i'll meet outside our apartment at 7.
Sherry
- okayy cameron. I'll see then bye [she continues her jog back home]
Cameron
[looking at her from behind]
[looking at her from behind]
- [says outloud to himself] mmmm...mmmmm.....mmmmm she is something special.
{END SCENE}
[back at her apartment. carry is in her room watching tv laying on the edge as sherry walks in]
[back at her apartment. carry is in her room watching tv laying on the edge as sherry walks in]
Sherry
- awwwwww[falls on top of the bed with her arms spread]
Carry
-dont tell me it worked!!
Sherry
[big smile on her face]
[big smile on her face]
- YES! his name is cameron .... he ask me out on a date tomorrow!
Carry
- Thats good sis! [gives her a hug]
Sherry
[goes in the bathroom]
[goes in the bathroom]
- I think this is gonna work out carry.
Carry
- I really hope so, because you seem really happy.
{END OF PLAY}
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
today 2-10-09
today was busy, too busy. i went to all my classes and had a game and didn't come home till late. i cannot stand when we get a lot of homework. i always try to tell myself "it's for the better". I am sitting here writting late at night i need to get other homework done. well goodnight blog.!
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